I watched intently, as the storm rolled in,
I wished that you were there to hold my hand.
The clouds had gathered rather slowly
But still I knew that it would decimate the land.
I wish that there was someone there to comfort me
When this beast comes charging for the kill.
I have a knife that’s often brandished
When I know the blood’s about to spill.
But any attempt to stop the storm
Is just as pointless as before,
There’s no one there to offer shelter
From this sad internal war.
The dreaded fear, it must roll in,
And fill my veins with searing pain.
I wish that I could hold your hand,
Until this weather starts to wane.
Feelings are a bitch. They can be so painful and there is nothing you can do to stop them (unless you turn to wine and that didn’t work out very well for me last time!). They are kind of like a storm. You can watch it brewing but there’s no point in trying to stop it.
I wrote this poem with anxiety in mind but I guess it applies to any of the negative emotions. It’s so nice to have someone to hold your hand through the hard bits. I am lucky in that I still have at least two members of my family who are there no matter what.
I hope that if you ever feel waves of panic or depression, that you have at least one person out there to lean on. And if you think that you don’t, try reaching out to someone you know. You would be surprised how happy people are to be there for you in a time of need.