A strange uneasy nagging
They won’t like me
They’ll think I’m stupid
That I’m not worthy and yet soon
We’ll be running through those texts
At 100 miles an hour
Trusting one another
And at the other end
Sad that we will part.
I met the first of my new classes today and it was weirdly terrifying. All those feelings that I’m not good enough and that they’ll see straight through me and not want me as their teacher.
But I also know that if I hang on in there, we get to know each other, that trust builds and eventually they all feel a little bit like family. I just need to keep telling myself that I am worthy and I know what I’m talking about. To feel this way is pretty normal and I just need to push through and I’ll have a fab year.
If you’re struggling with imposter syndrome, I am right there with you – but we’ve got this!
Much Love
Rachel xx
Margot Kinberg
I think new classes often make you feel like that, Rachel. You don’t know them yet; they don’t know you yet. It’s all a bit awkward. You’re right, though. Just taking a little time and working on building that bond makes all the difference. Have a great school year!
Dave Williams
I’m glad that after the lines of shakiness in the beginning of the poem, the lines become more confident. Especially the line “Trusting one another.” I think you’re amazing for being a teacher. Best wishes in your classes!
juliadeniro
Imposter syndrome sucks, but it appears to be very common. I know I suffer from it. Anyway, I’m sure everything will go fine for you.
patientandkindlove
Even the deputy head teacher said it’s all an illusion. Just act confident and the kids think you know what you’re doing….