Is she sensible
Or does she do things
For the undiluted thrill?
End up doing herself
Some serious damage
If she doesn’t learn to bend
To everbody’s will.
I was supposed to be running 100 miles this weekend and instead I’m sitting on my sofa doing naff all. And I’m feeling incredibly guilty.
However, when Noah woke up this morning and saw that I had decided not to go, he said it was the most sensible thing he’s seen me do in a long time. When a seventeen year old is saying things like that, you know you can sometimes be a bit of an idiot.
Having been ill with COVID I decided that my lungs just wouldn’t be able to hold out for up to thirty hours of exercise. That is an extraordinary amount of time and I need to give myself a break.
No more feeling guilty. In fact, feel proud for not putting myself at risk like I would normally do. I’m growing up – sort of.